"A quiet question from the person I am now to the adult I once dreamed of becoming"
The adult I imagined as a child always seemed a little stronger than I am today.
Someone who would not be easily shaken, who would not cry, and who could move through any day with quiet composure.
But the adult life I eventually came to know was not about becoming perfect. It was closer to lifting my trembling self back up, day after day.
[The Adult I Dreamed Of] is a song born from that feeling.
It tells the story of looking at myself in the mirror, another day spent pretending to be okay, sighs that have grown longer than words, and the small part of me quietly catching its breath again, even in the dawns when I feel like falling apart.
Over a warm yet wistful modern indie rock sound, this song gently places the adult I once dreamed of becoming face to face with who I am now.
It looks honestly at the part of me that thought I would have gone much farther, the belief that I would grow into someone who no longer cried, and the version of me today that is still shaken by the smallest words.
Even on days when we feel far from the adult we once dreamed of becoming, we are still somehow making it through another day.
I hope this song becomes a small answer in those moments.
Even if you are a little different from the person you once imagined, the fact that you made it through today may be enough for you to call yourself an adult now.
Artist¡¯s Note
Hello, I am MEOMURU.
For me, AI is a modern instrument and a partner that helps translate my imagination into reality.
While some may speak of the convenience technology brings, I have focused on using these tools to draw out my deepest, most sincere emotions.
I spent countless nights refining lyrics to capture the "temperature" of every word, making endless adjustments until the vocal¡¯s breath and emotional arc perfectly mirrored the resonance I felt within.
Every step, from selecting each instrument to layering the sounds, is a reflection of my own intuition and contemplation.
Tools may change, but stories never do.
I hope that my sincerity, reached through the lens of sophisticated technology, provides a gentle "lingering" at the end of your weary day.
The vocals on this album were generated using Suno AI technology,
while the lyrics, composition, and overall production direction were carried out directly by the artist, MEOMURU.